Boozle I hate to Say it like this...but calm the **** down. You are over reacting and you need to think, not to much though. You need to know that if you just left he would feel guilty, he would want to ****ing die. I LOST WAY TO MANY ****ING PEOPLE, to sit here and listen to you talk about wanting to leave this Earth. DO you know how guilty people feel not knowing if they were the cause of your death or not. It ****ing eats away at you, it never ****ing goes away,How come people don't realize this. IT ****ING HURTS! I Don't want you thinking that this is me telling you everything will be okay, because it wont. It never ****ing will. It will never just become magically better. You have to work at it and be who you are for it to get a bit nicer. Im so ****ing tired of people wanting to kill themselves and not thinking about the people they will effect.

stop feeling like this please u can be urself idc, go ahead and do what u want to do, Im fine with any choice you make I just prefer if u be who u are who u were born to be.... Thats who i like, the person who u are thats the B I know, i dont make ur choices but changing isnt the B I know and love if u dont like who you are than change, and well I guess I would be changed a lot. dont go blaming everything on urself I would rather u be happy than me so u go do whatever u want and dont mind me if thats how u want it I will survive. Everythings gonna be okay trust me if you want something to happen then go ahead and take action, even if that means leaving me.