This why I never revealing my bf or I’ll die i think I’ll genuinely get murdered for dating a dark skinned

Lol bro but I have signs lowk but anyway this lowk overwhelming cuz they jus be saying so many racist things arnt we supposed to be like this towards white ppl why we going back cuz it isn’t like we better either so idk what’s this thing against them but whatver as long as I don’t fall for allay again cuz i remember I jus started repeating everything my dad was saying which was jus rlly racist but in middle school racism got u to many ppl so I was jus a dummy using that

Bru my fever only got worse n I hate this but at least I’m not at school so idrc

I wish i was online I don’t even care no more I needa be online for my own sake but im scared of getting distant n lonely

Bro i remember early valentines like in middle school I sorta got asked out but like I don’t even remember the thing is someone was interested n my friends had told me 2 days before so I was like so anxious n lowk embarrassed cuz idk it was my first time n when the day came i jus did my best hiding from him n now i laugh remembering cuz i was scared for no reason but i kinda saved myself cuz he was a loser wannabe thug i dodged a bullet

Now i think abt it all my crushes were dark skinned i even had a crush on this blasian i think thats how i say it idk jus the only white crush i had was in second grade but that was only cuz we were alr friends n jus got close idk what was i on blud had a Charlie Kirk smile so im glad that never worked out but ya hah if anyone in my family found out abt any of mg crushes bruh I don’t even know what would’ve happened I jus need to hide my bf n be more careful cuz bruh jus tm goin on

I’m jus so tired but I alr slept im tired of being sick I don’t even remember what I was specifically gonna say