damn I really am ****ing ugly help. My nose looks like I'm ****ing Pinocchio I got the mfing cartman chin my cheeks look like I'm a fucjing chipmukn god DAMN this is why I'm not good enough. I am the ugliest person I have ever seen dawg. My own dad doesn't ****ing love me but I don't know why maybe its because I'm some sort of germy little faggot he has to take care of. I haven't seen him drink in a while or I might have just not noticed because e that's all he does. He makes his own beer too and makes the entire house smell like ****ing ass. My step mom guilt trips me and than gives me a hug and tells me to smile. Like. You expect me to smile after you went through my ****ing shit and found that and screamed at me about how disgusting I am? Ok. Ok buddy. I remember one time my dad was cooking at the grill and he just ficking straight up told me about how his friend committed in highschool because I had been diagnosed with depression. I WAS IN ****ING 5TH GRADE FOR GODS SAKE DO YOU THINK I WANTED ANY OF THIS?