ok sooo uhm. i have a crush on someone here they like me back but someone else on here likes me and i dont really feel the same.. they confessed to me just a few minutes ago... and i told them i didnt feel the same. i feel really bad about it too because he's so nice to me and i felt bad having to friendzone him and now i feel like he's not really willing to be my friend even though he says he is and i feel horrible for having to do it

hgrghr it just makes me feel horrible

and i'm not good at telling people no so it's like ok anything i say will make me feel bad

and im just making everything harder and part of me if wondering if he even can tolerate me anymore

ghhg im sorry i cant be the happy person they want me to be but i get upset too are my negative emotions making them upset or something?? rhhgfr i can never even b e sad around people anymore omfg

i just feel like im slowly becoming too much for him to handle..?

i dont want to risk him getting irritated with me