now im in school while im all shakey and in SO much pain and im still pretty dizzy and i am struggling to walk this is NOT fair

it's so ****ing cold im actually shivering adubejf iwanna go home and sleep forever

my friends still aren't messaging me is this a sign to cut more and overdose

they're still not messaging it's definitely a sign they don't like me anymore

my hands still kinda smell like blood

when these heal i hope they scar in pink, they were the same as the ones that DID scar pink so they most likely will😁

i actually feel so empty wow this is much better than the agony i felt last night/earlier this morning!!!! im so hungry tho

very nauseous im literally always nauseous i threw up like 4-5 times yesterday euhg!!!

i hate my stupid friends they don't actually care about me im gonna ghost them

i hate school i hate this stupid place i don't wanna be here

these stupid teachers are horrible they don't care about the students (few exceptions)

going to band bye

i meaaan im alive so i guess im okay??? sucks my pjs are like drenched in my blood now,,, ijust had a teensy little moment because i missed my best friend and nobody was messaging me!!! ihate my life i shouldn't be alive right now everything huurts im so dramatic wtf😭🙏 but thanks for caring

It's ok pug I always end up fine thank you☹️☹️❤ you being my friend already helps A LOT more than you think