Also, don't like-and-leave. It's disrespectful and it may make the creator of the anim feel worse.

But in all seriousness, I sincerely hope you feel better. It may be hard, but it'll get better eventually. If you have any suicidal thoughts, seek help as soon as you can. There are times where I feel stressed, sad, lonely, etc. There's an app I use called Wysa that helped a little. It's really cool, and I think you should check it out