i am absolutely nothing without someone omg i bother my step sister all the time because i feel so lonely so i make her watch my interests and listen to my music and play legos and video games withme bc it makes me feel happy and sometimes i just need someone near me they dont have to talk i just feel so alone

i want to hang out with my parents but theyre always working and when i wana ttalk to my mama she gets upset since she is always watching tv and i interrupt her and my step dad is always playing world of warcraft with his friends i want to be a happy family i wanna play games together sometimes we havent played a boaardgame as a family in probably over 8 years

i want to go sledding i want to go to the park but they wont bring me and they didnt bring me as a kid i mostly only expirienced playgrounds when i was at recess in elementary school or when i was with my dad and sisters and my step sister gets to go to her gfs house like every week twice a week sometimes

maybe if i ask nicely um they can drop us off at a hill and then go get lunch this weekend maybe maybe it will work now im excited i love sledding i hope they say yes i dont like being alone rotting in my bed

im gonna have to interrupt my mom to ask her shes probably watched more tv in a week than the amount of times she sees me in a week

im gonna lose my mind i was like hey do we have plans this weekend and theyre like idk so i proposed my idea to go sledding and they said have fun walking so i said my idea of them going to lunch while we sled and they unpaused the ****ing show😅 would they even cared if i ended my life rn

i love being optimistic over things even when the chance that its gonna happen is literally non existent😂

im acytually so tired of thsi family when i cried the other day during an argument and i was trying so hard not to cry but i did and it was so embarrassing because i dont want to be weak and then my step sister pointed out i was crying to my mom cuz she was talking to me abt smth and didnt notice and didnt want anyone to notice and then she got all mad and left with my step dad so i cried while playing erase or zero on project diva future tone and then i stopped crying and pretended it was rreally funny to my steep sister

at my dads hhouse we never stayed in one house bc we were broke asf and so we relied on first my dads aunt then my step moms great grandma to live in their house for a very long time then we moved into a small ass apartment omg and it was so annoying bc i had to sleep behind the couch on a cot every night but everyone else had a bed bruh and everymorning i had to fold it up and put stuff back behind the couch like bruh sorry for rambling but bro years later i still dont have an actual bed there lol too bad i aint seein them no more

then we moved to those houses that you share half the house with another person and these mfs bought TWO RABBITS BEFORE GETTING ME AN ACTUAL BED...? one died so they got a new one. AND THEY WERENT EVEN SUPPOSED TO HAVE PETS SO THEY HADTO HIDE THE RABBIT EVERYTIME THE INSPECTOR CAME.

ts pmo. HELP THIS IS ACTUALLY REALly FUNNY NOW THAT I THINKABTU IT.... also they started making homemade beer during around 2022 and i still didnt have a bed bro like all that equipment is expensive asf HLEPP FODIERGK NO THIS ISLIKE WHEN THE POLICE TAKE AWAY MY INFINITE BEER MAKING MACHINFRNEIFR#@KRJQ$FRJ

trauma dumping on flipanim is actually kindof making me laugh rn bc i did everythign for my dad and step mom and they treated me like shit damn i was stupid for staying there i was just scared theywould do something bad if i said i didnt wanna see them omg im wearing my murder drones shirt rn and i wore it when i saw my dad a couple times in 2023 before i stopped going in dec 2023 and my dad was mad because it said murder...? HUH? you and i listen to metallica buddy.... are you okay.

this is actualy really funny oop my mom crashing out at my step dadHEKLOO

i lowkey feel better now this is so funny for some reason

mhm

like i have adhd and im not constantly watching stupid ass shows and complaining when someone wants to talk to me

FEHJKFVP I CACKLED AT THUIS

IM CCHGOKIHN HRJIFKEJFRGJTIFV IS HE OK HEWLP my dad blamed me when i was 7 bc i didnt watch my sisters who were like 1 and 2 yrs old and one of them fell offthe couch like how is that my fault im 7 years old and your drinking beer

he all up in my face screaming and shi like top ten dad crashout chill tf out boi😂

SORRY FOR RANTING HELEPRGBV IMSORY did he have to go to a hospitla

nah they feed me and give me a house and dont drink barely onky my dad drank a lot everyday but i dont live with him anymore heh

did ur parents get mad at him or werethey sory

WTFNTGJRKFK OCALL NINE ONE NE HELP

fly high marshymellowy

guys guys peace and love ok

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