My volcano of emotions has finely blown A panic attack, or I think it was one (never had one before so idk) Could have been over taken by emotions My breath was short my body was (still is some what) shaking, I couldn’t stop Crying, I felt light headed from hyper ventilating, I couldn’t calm down for about 18 minutes Words word where written down with a shaky hand a tears rolling down my face, words and phrases that when through my head during my little episode I refuse to say words only write about how I feel, all my self pity and hatred of myself and school how bleakly I see life it’s all on paper I’m still shaking, I’m going to show my mom I think therefore I am I think I’m a waste of space. I think I don’t matter Then people say I do This isn’t for attention it’s something I wrote down on the paper, a tase of my emotions I guess