I CHANGE FOR THEM AND START TRYING TO LIVE UP TO THEIR EXPECTATIONS BUT IT'S NEVER GOOD ENOUGH! I'M SORRY THAT I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU, I'M SORRY I CAN'T BE NORMAL BUT WHEN I TRY TO BE "NORMAL" YOU NEVER CARE. IT JUST MAKES YOU HATE ME MORE I'd say the names of people I hate the most in my form but idk if I should do that