So honestly I'm over this situation but this person- hn Well im gonna explain my last post. Theres only maybe 3 people I can talk to ab stuff normally and one of them never let's me speak cause they think im either attacking them or tryba be rude about it. Im a human with human feelings, im trying to change so much but they keep thinking I can change in under weeks. Days. It takes years dont be childish. Im trying to make friends cause I dont have much on here that I can talk to. I dont care if yall say someone is toxic I will see so myself. Cause I know how it is to get judged before they even know you.

I'm desiding not to let this person teriffy me anymore. Tho it will take time they legit keep pulling me back words. They have there reasons but there to childish rn to even try having a conversation with. The sad thing is I didnt even want to block em. My girlfriend told me to. Even so, they would attack me when I tried talking thru things Mind I say I mostly get past something by understanding someone. So I need to talk to get that. Plus yall are getting mad at people for being toxic, lemme just remind you the human brain doesn't fully mature till 25. Most of the ppl on this site are young. Yes they can do something teriblr to you, but to try and solo them out. It can kill someone. I know for myself. Let me say does anyone really want to be the reason someone ends there life? I'm not saying this so yall can forgive someone, but its my choice to talk to whom ever I want. People deserve talking and time to explain and grow. Just because I'm talking to them means anything.

As I was saying yall had your time with them. Its a rotation and just because I talk to them means you have to throw a fit about them. Im not even your friend. Why does it matter to you.

Also if you consider this a form of toxic, me just talking and getting my feelings out, then thats soffacating. Cause how can you vent and someone who has made mistakes not? I'm just getting out some stuff that stresses me out rn. And I can't have much like that if I want to really be a better person. People make mistakes everyone is flawed and that means you. Don't target people who are legit children cause someone else said something ab them<- thats what i live by as best I can. And do i mess up on that sometimes? Oh hell yeah.