its actually breaks my ****ing heart to see that i missed out on helping you when i was stupidly afk, when you went through some shit.. and know i can't help you..
i meant like... god. i care way to much about you.
its going to drop so hard, in the future. i wish i can stop have feelings for people, JeSuS.
but as i was about to say, i though you were going through something about poss and losing things, and i felt helpless.