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Dj Cookie
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The spookiest shapeshifter
I want to vent, tbh.
120 comments
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 02:58
LinkWhy can't you?
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 02:59
LinkBecause, I have nothing to vent about. I don't feel sad, or depressed or anything right now.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:00
LinkAw... How can I make you feel better?
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:02
LinkI don't know. I just got, so called, "insulted"? by my "best friend". I don't really know what to think. Tbh, I just want to talk to somebody about anything else than myself.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:03
Link:c
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:04
LinkCan we please just talk?
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StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:06
LinkI would be happy to. I have nothing else to do
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:07
LinkTell me about your d a y.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:07
LinkIt was okay. I always get a little emotional around night, though, so not good right now. How about you?
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:08
LinkMy day has been okay.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:09
LinkGood. What are you looking forward to in the future?
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:10
LinkI don't know. Like when im an adult, in the future? Or tomorrow in the future?
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:11
LinkDoesn't really matter. Anything??
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:12
LinkHuh. I don't know. You?
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:13
LinkI don't like thinking about the future
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:13
LinkMk. Just tell me random stuff.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:15
LinkHuh. What is the worst thing that's happened in your life, or maybe something kinda subtle that changed everything?
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:17
LinkUh. Let me think.
Either when I cut my hair, or when I last weighed myself. Those aren't the worst things though. You?
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:20
LinkUh, back in May of 2014 my great grandmother died. She was 82, so lived a good life. I realized just a while ago that that was when I seemed to be sadder, or just a little more emotional. I honestly didn't care as much as I should have when she died. I think thats what caused me to be irritating and stuff :/
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:21
LinkOnce when she was 4, my sister cut her hair super short, and it was all over the bathroom
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:21
LinkOh. Mk.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:22
LinkAnd I hate weighing myself because I just don't like seeing my weight. I actually think I should lose some weight. I was 84 pounds since i last measured myself
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:22
LinkFrick i'm talking too much, aren't i
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:23
LinkTo be honest, even though im so skinny, I really think im fat and should lose weight, also. I weigh 100 lbs.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:23
LinkNo, you're not. I don't like talking online or irl, even though im super talkative. Its fine.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:25
LinkI like talking online. Idk why. Today my mom told me to order my own food at a restaurant. I got all sweaty and felt hot. I forgot how to talk and I couldn't tell what was going on. I hate talking to people I don't know
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:26
LinkThat is, In real life. I'm happy talking to you
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:26
LinkMy mom makes me do that. Whenever she does I want to punch the person taking our order and her. I hate talking in general, unfortunately.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:26
LinkCool. I'm glad I make someone happy?
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:28
LinkEw, no wait, that sounded cringey.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:28
LinkSometimes I feel really violent. Like, when I couldn't find my phone, I thought that my parents had taken it, since I wasn't talking to them much. I wanted to like, scoop their eyes out or do something. But then I found it and felt relieved.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:28
Linkhaha rip
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:29
LinkI also had a dream where someone that looked like my grandpa broke into my house. He looked exactly like him, but I knew it wasn't him. I ended up stabbing him to death. I also stabbed my mom in the eye :/ Only felt bad for my mom. BUT THIS WAS A DREAM
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:30
LinkCool. That's relatable. Sometimes if anybody even looks at me weird, I get a sudden urge to stab them. Weird. And a lot of people look at me. My MOM says its just me being paranoid. I ****ing hate when people look at/touch me without telling me.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:30
LinkOh. Okay.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:32
LinkI think I need help but putting on a happy face is easier. This is why i sometimes take anger out on myself, or just hurt myself in guilt for thinking these thoughts. and sometimes for complaining, which im doing right now
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:34
LinkYou're not complaining. You're literally just talking to me. You should find other coping mechanisms instead of yourself to take your anger out on. Like go outside and punch some trees. or pull out weeds. Or just go outside and scream. I sound like a ****ing therapist.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:36
Linkpfft. I should like, pull weeds or something. Then i'd actually do something useful while im angry
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:37
LinkI mean, it does help. Because the roots of weed make your hands rough and the pain actually makes you calm down most of the time.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:38
LinkI also walk on the 120+ Fahrenheit sidewalk barefoot and it hurts like frick and feels nice
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:39
LinkCool.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:39
LinkAnd the little mark from like, 2 weeks ago is almost gone so im and kind of happier :D
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:40
LinkThat's good.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:40
LinkI dont know where that "and" came from
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:41
LinkI didn't notice.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:42
Linkhave you ever taken a bunch of melatonin pills and refuse to sleep? I would sometimes do 15 mg of Melatonin and at like, 3:00 am, I didn't know what the heck was going on, I couldn't stand up or i'd fall over, and i liked it
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:42
LinkAnd you can't die from any overdose and its not like, a drug, so its fine
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:43
LinkWe haven't had Meltonin in the house in a while, but when we did, my mom hid it. Because when I was a kid, I was addicted to it and tried to drink the whole body since we had the liquid version. I was basically trying to overdose on drugs, but my stupid little brain didn't know that.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:44
LinkCool.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:44
LinkWell, technically it IS a drug, just for sleep. But you cant overdose on it and die.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:44
LinkHaha. I got a 120 pill bottle and it was gone in like, 2 weeks
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:45
Linkwell, yeah, but 15 mg doesn't work, and the dosage for my age is like, 1 or 2
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:46
LinkCool, cool. Now what?
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:46
LinkIdk. How's your family?
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:47
Linkor is there anything YOU want to talk about?
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:48
LinkEh. My mom has work for the next 3 days, this is the second. My sister barely does anything. My grandma and grandpa yell at eachother every 5 minutes, so the norm.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:48
LinkI don't know. I really don't know what to talk about.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:50
LinkHm. I don't have a way for my my grandparents to speak to eachother. I don't know if they've ever spoken to eachother. My mom's parents got divorced, my grandma on that side might be dead, maybe not. On my dad's side, my grandpa died of something idk, and my grandma and me are both almost the same
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:50
LinkHave any pets?
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:51
LinkCool?
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:51
LinkI have two dogs. I used to have 4 when I was in California. Before these 2 dogs, I had one blind one.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:52
Linkaw. I have two cats that hate eachother. One is a little runt, the other is big and fat
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:52
Linksorry
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:52
LinkThe blind one loathed my sister, and was very violent with everybody in the house except me and my grandpa. The two dogs we have now also like me very much, but don't exactly loathe my sister.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:53
LinkOh. Mk. Why are you sorry?
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:53
LinkI feel like you're silently going " TMI" so ill shut up a bit
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:54
LinkOh. I'm not though. You don't have to "shut up" unless you want to.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:55
LinkThe only thing im thinking about is what im typing and the music im listening to. And killing my dogs, for some reason. Ill shut up now.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:56
LinkFrick i hate how my parents are worried for me and ThEyrE GonNa WoRry AGaIn
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:57
LinkWhy are they worrying?
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 03:58
LinkBecause of my fricking wrist rn it has 3 or 4 slightly visible lines, and probably gonna be 5 >:////
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:59
LinkOh. Stop it.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:59
Link****ing stop it. Don't you ****ing dare.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 03:59
LinkI will ****ing find you, and I will slap you as many times needed so you understand you need to stop.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:00
LinkIts addicting though. I don't know why, but i keep doing it again, no matter how many times i tell myself ive stopped >:////////
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:01
LinkAnd out of anxiety that you know where i am, I will not only continue, but hold a ****in' knife close
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:01
LinkYeah, you started now you CANT ****ING STOP. You SHOULDNT HAVE STARTED IN THE ****ING FIRST PLACE. YOU HAVE TO ****ING STOP. YOU COULD DIE, DONT YOU UNDERSTAND? IT DOESNT MATTER IF ITS ADDICTING, TRY A WAY TO STOP. PLEASE. IM ****ING BEGGING YOU. please, don't.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:02
LinkI'm gonna stop, now.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:02
Linkok
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StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:06
LinkI do care about other people. its the only reason im not dead
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:07
LinkOkay.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:07
Linkim sorry
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:07
LinkIts fine. You just scare me.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:07
Linkim going to try to stop again
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:08
LinkThank you. And if you ever feel like you're gonna keep doing it, tell me.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:08
LinkI scare myself. I know exactly what i can do, and i know exactly what i can do to others. This is why i try to shut up
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:08
Linkok
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:09
LinkDon't shut up. That's like the worst possible thing.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:09
Link****. I'm sorry.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:10
Linkno stop being sorry. I should be sorry. Im being a selfish, attention seeking brat probably
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:11
LinkNo you're not. That's my I'm saying sorry, because im the one who made you think that.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:12
LinkNo. I've believed this for a long time. Before i met you. No-one but me makes me believe the words i hate
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:12
LinkI just really want you to stop. Even if I barely ****ing know you, I wouldn't be able to cope if you died. Ive gotten used to losing people, people dying, but if someone dies because of this? I cant ****ing handle it.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:13
LinkI'm always scared of being like every other teenager. I don't know why. That sentence is probably my only real weakness.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:13
Linkim sorry. Same to you, though. You seem kind and caring. You listen. I would never want to lose you, even though i dont really know you
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:14
LinkOh.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:14
LinkAh. You're so ****ing amazing. Sorry for being a sappy *****, but you're just so amazing.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:15
LinkWhy?
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:16
LinkI don't know. You just- ffffffff. I don't ****ing know. My emotions are being sucky rn. You're just nice.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:18
LinkYou're nice too. My emotions are also going insane, since it's night. It makes me happy to talk to you. It really does. I wanted you to know that
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:18
LinkAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I don't have like anything to say- because I just- H. Thanks.
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:19
LinkI love talking you also, you're presence just makes me happy.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:20
LinkYeah. Thank you for letting me vent, I guess. Should i go to sleep??
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:20
LinkNo problem. Yes you should go to sleep, its h e a l t h y .
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:21
LinkOk. I dont know if its night for you, but im still gonna say night. I'm happy to have talked to such a nice person. I can't talk to many people, since I'm not at school
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:24
LinkYeah, its 11:24 PM here. Thanks so much.
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:25
Linkomg 11:24 here too
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:25
Link;O; where is youu
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:26
Link;O; baking in Texas hby
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:26
Linkoof- im in florida my guy-
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:27
LinkI went to Florida a few weeks ago
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:27
Linkaround Destin and Fort Walton
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:28
Linkoof- im in Pensacola next to sweet home Alabama :)
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:28
LinkOh i went to Pensacola once. It was nice over there
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:29
Linkyis. OK NOW GO SLEEEEEEEEP >:OOOO
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:29
LinkOK YOU TO >:OOOOOO
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:30
LinkBUT WHYYY IM WAIT 4 MY MUM TO COME HOME >:OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:30
Linkanywayyy bye bye :)) ily have a good d r e a m
StormTheCat
01.08.2019 04:31
Linku too whe you sleep
IWantToDie[OP]
01.08.2019 04:31
Link:) MK go sleep now, bye sisters