The art itself isn’t really that much vent too it. Uhm yeah there is a lot to say about it but I’m lazy and feeling not so hot.

The feelings r mixed rn I’m okay just uhm hard to explain reliving the past by thinking about it I guess. Just happy to out of it and thinking about it kinda forces me to kinda feel how I felt then and be glad to be past it I’m also listening to the music I did at the time so that really uhm makes me feel it.

I started making this bc I was glad I felt so greatfull and I wanted to cry bc of it and then I thought abt things I liked and just it’s the small lights in the darkness that make a difference.

I put bug boy for no reason ngl I guess I like bugs it’s true but I also don’t. It depends on the bug. I enjoy killing some and scared of a few. I only kill the ugly ones or ones that bite other than that I love ‘em.

I currently have mixed feelings about this whole thing. Mix of joy and grateful and the old pain of the past.