sure

tell that to my friend then

but they wouldn't have to forgive me if i would have just been quiet

i yelled at them because they kept ****ing saying my name over and over and then i blew up yelling at them for annoying me everyday

but i always knew i would do this to somebody i just feel like a bomb ready to explode when something bad happens im just afraid

i have been but all eating doing is making me lower my self esteem i haven't even eaten much recently because i just keep telling myself "you're just making yourself fatter." and i can barely even be alone my parents are always wanting me to do this do that i can barely even take a nice long shower because i'm barely in there for 15 minutes before im told to hurry up

he's always busy working sleeping or working on his car

well both my brothers are always busy or don't even want me around

nope gotta clean up dinner mess then they go straight downstairs. and i don't even really want to talk to them they're actually really mean to me most of the time other times they'll just be nice but thats rare

haven't talked to her in 2 weeks because my mom won't give me the room code so i can join the call

yep

yeah i could but i find it hard to talk to people online

about my problems