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PlasticZiploc 
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21.11.2020
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PlasticZiploc[OP]
21.11.2020 06:02
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PlasticZiploc[OP]
21.11.2020 06:17
Linksorry I’m being asked to work on a collab so I might not respond right away btw
inventr girl!!!!!!!!!!!
but anyways
um,,
so
i just want to start by
why i act this way??
i never really talk about it to anyone because i dont want anybody to think that im saying for attention
ok so
i honestly at first was a very hyper and energetic child
but when i got older in my school
a person started to call me childish and annoying in.. 4th grade maybe???
i thought only that person thought that so i just brushed it off
but later on more people started to call me that and i just.. got completely ignored and nobody would pay attention to me so i was just.. sad at that time??? it just kept happening- once i was in 5th grade it would stop and i could get a new start but everyone still thought the same of me and just STILL completely ignore me. i really hated it. and the person who would call me stupid, dumb, annoying, and just really mean things i just,, kept thinking that its true and i started to get insecure and at that time ive never talked to anyone about it- and later on i think i found f
-fa*
and i had no idea i could vent to anyone on here
at all.
so
the first time you saw me vent uh
thats why i had said i never really done this before uh
anyways again-
i didnt have that many friends at school or anywhere else at the time
so
i talked to people on here and i just
felt
really happy
and thats the reason why i
genuinely care about
my friends
alot.
and when
there was this person on fa one time that was
being really rude and making fun of me
everyone actually told them to stop-
and
little moments like that i cherish because
thats some proof that
some people
actually cared about me.
and
uh
yeah-
ok so
now that thats over
um
i sometimes feel like
nobody
that i know outside of the
internet-
like
irl doesnt care about me??
i just
honestly dont feel that happy and excited anymore-
besides talking to my friends here
and
i recently
tried to uh
starve myself-
yeah-
its just really everything is
making me so stressed and anxious and i feel like i need a
-break.
and when someone gets killed by something like that uh
i replace that person that gets killed by me
and i scare myself-
for example uh-
someone getting stabbed
i replace the person with me-
i honestly
dont want to
kill myself
i dont want to die
i really wish
that i never existed\
and i just
have so many things i want to vent about
but
i cant put it in words i just
so do you just want to vent or do you want me to respond? Do you want me to comfort you?
m
yeah actually um-
if you want to hh
id appreciate it--
and
thanks for uh,,
i cant really say listening to me vent uh-
but thank you
first off, I think it’s dumb that people would call you that. You DEFINITELY aren’t annoying, bbc I don’t. Really like talking to annoying people and i love talking to you so haha
Even if you are “childish” I don’t think that’s a negative. I don’t think you act childish, I think you are mature and easy to be with yknow? I don’t know why people would say mean things abotput you what the hell I haven’t met a nicer person on this hell site and like bro what
I dunno if it helps but I get really happy when I see you’re back online!! I know a bunch of people on here care about you and love you!! I will happily go through hell and back for you and I mean it. If anyone is an asshole. You I will literally ruin them
I’m not kidding
I personally,, really like that you exist bro
I honest ply don’t think I would be as good of a person without you in my life and I just
You have made my life so much better just by being you
And I don’t think you should let assholes get to you because they can’t handle people-
- who are better than them
I legit think it’s cause they wish they were as cool as you bruh
I just
I’m sorry you feel this way. It really sucks. But I honestly care about you!! I love you and wanna make sure you can get the best out of life so if I can help you, then hell yea let’s do it!
i
honestly
dont knwo what to reply im
actually
really happy im
thank ou for
taking time to
let me vent to you i
really appreciate it
alot
im
ily i just
yea anytime fr
I will punch and go feral on anyone if you need me too deadass