i'm not doing so great...all my progress to self love just died and now i'm back to square 1. i hate myself, i hate my mom, i hate life. i am always hiding myself under the covers pretending i'm dead, i don't leave the house, i rarely eat i'm only drinking water. i know this isn't healthy but it's better than cutting myself and giving up on life and dying. i haven't given up just yet! to those who are worried; i am sorry but i'm not going anywhere, as much as i hate life i refuse to give up. there's always hope, you just have to look for it.