struggling with strawpage,,
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Flowey-Kiino 
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07.03.2025
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Flowey-Kiino[OP]
07.03.2025 00:27
Linklogged back onto strawpage and had gimmicks on people wanting an update on my ms paint blogs
however i REFUSE to not update it until i find my pen again,,, linking this post onto my pinned and i guess this will be where my drawn blog updates will be👎 booo
my last drawing was a moonflower art for uno this is evil💔 after finishing that stream + call i mustve knocked the pen under my bed, however its too much of a hassle to move around until school break starts
Missed Entry:
Happened on 1/11/2025, written on 3/6/2025
This whole day was chaotic up until the dance, the dance ended up having a theme which was “All My Love” whatever the hell that meant, I couldn’t really find anything in my closet to fit this theme so I ended up having to go to FOUR stores.
I got three dresses, fabric paint, heart glasses, and a bow, however when i returned back home to go make the craft I was thinking of my oldest sister happened to be visiting and asked if I wanted to join her for dinner I agreed since it was just going to be a short meal.
Around 6pm is when I got back home I got out an old dress shirt from my closet to draw kiss stains on it to at least match the theme. At the dance the music was so incredibly loud but I had a great time especially near the end where they put on Hot To Go and Die With A Smile. When the first slow dance song came up T panicked and asked another friend on tips ok how to slow dance, she was VERY red and nervous but it was cute,,
Missed Entry
1/12/2025 Written 3/7/2025
Ouu,, I think this ones gonna be the most terrifying update of them all since I just saw him like the post on where I’m gonna be uploading temporarily, so, I was pining for two of my friends actually,, T and Uno which I’m gonna be so honest idk how that one happened it just did. I usually fall for personality and this was a case of it, I did try to hint to him that I possibly liked him but I ended up giving up! because honestly even if he did like me back it would’ve been stressful!1! Ambrose proved to me that anything online is lowkey draining for me. If this does get witnessed uhm, uh, I’m normal about you now I still couldn’t tell if this was just a shit case of nebularomantisim but whatever I felt for a few weeks was the most debilitating lovesickness I’ve ever felt for ANYONE to absolutely feeling nothing. Hopefully this doesn’t change your view on me this was just a weird phase I had,, I still believe nightowl was on something saying that you possibly liked m
- me back and I’m so glad his plan on wanting to ask you if you liked me failed because I would’ve died from stress lowkey.
“a few weeks” my ass actually, im lying im lying so bad it was actually for longer but literally who cares now that this entry is posted
literally got messaged by him minutes after posing this who screamed in fear cause i did , it was only a picture of his cat but i felt fear
this is so scary!!! literally every time discord doesnt say the message has an image attached i go “im so dead he saw this shit”
past me was such a loser cause lowkey this persona i have was made to contrast with bite. only for bite to have less cat like ears the MOMENT i revealed him but now i really like rhis persona cause 🤔 dog, theyre so me in a way
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now that im reflecting back on these two i realize my last relationship mightve also been built out of obsession 👎 i remember taking forever to literally write a single sentence whenever i wrote notes but for these two the words just 🤔 came to me easier, specifically an example in my sketchbook
My love for you is grand, the ways you make me feel are breath taking. My heart beats similarly to of a guitar, a fast melody, jumping all ground excitingly. My eyes water at the thought o you, another sign that you've impacted me deeply, I love you so much I’d cry about you. I love telling my friends about you. How you’re so interestingly weird in a charming way, your interests or your mannerisms, whichever.