you have all hurt me more than you know. you say 'oh! pray to god! to Jesus!' and 'Jesus will fix you if you let him into your heart!' and i did. i prayed, i begged and i cried for him to help me. for the 'angels' to help. i thought all angels were saviors, were kind and helpful and i was wrong. i feel betrayed, lost and hopeless. instead of everything getting better, it got WORSE. i was betrayed by the people i trusted. i was let down. it did nothing but hurt me more. they didn't answer any of my ****ing cries for help.