“What’s your name again?” It’s on my name tag and you knew me for over 2 years because I’m your friends sister… “I’m bored” bud just do your job. And tell me why she handed me her job when I’m talking to customers because shes “bored and want to find something else to do?? And then she proceeds to try do dishes and broke two cups.

I used to not mind her like she begged a few times for me to come over for a sleep over and I said okay after a while to stop her from whining but she crossed a line when I found her eating my fricking hair when I woke up. NEVER AGAIN. and she won’t stop asking when I can come over again IN FRONT OF CUSTOMERS BTW and saying “I’ll give you a free foot massage!” The customers were giving me side eyes. I was abt to lose it. And she won’t do her job right and keeps trying to chat with my sister and when she gets scolded she just cries and then goes back to wtv she’s playing with. Honestly I don’t even know if my workplace is a zoo or actual work anymore. It’s not like I’m getting paid above minimum wage for babysitting her and it just pmo everything went wrong after those two joined

And my manager decided to give me 5 shifts during this march break 😔 I got assigned 7 days of physics homework and I have a physics test on Tuesday and Econ test on ,on day to study for as well as my French exam in march and my DELF soon. “3 days is plenty to study!” NO ITS NOT! I literally had so much to do and I’m lowk ranting at 1 in the morning bcs I just finished reviewing some physics notes and life is not lifing rn I had to cancel on my friends for a meeting today too and then cook lunch and dinner for my family what is going on

My stress could probably go down a bit if I just quit but I’m too scared to cs I don’t wanna face the manager and I lowk need money to pay for my damn school fees and other stuff cuz I’m lowk a big spender (my card lowkey got locked recently tho) but who cares. I’ll just budget it’s not like I didn’t save. I’m acc so done with work and their uniform rules became so strict like my hair is barely below my shoulder and Im supposed to put it into a high bun? And now I have to tuck my shirt in and that just makes me look like a fricking stick + It’s uncomfortable just because some customer said it didn’t look professional enough… like ok I know you wouldn’t want to tuck it in if u worked here either

I’m just glad my mom lets me eat snacks upstairs while studying and also tells me how proud she is of me or else I might’ve acc tweaked out a lot earlier. Don’t be the oldest sibling chat 🙏 my parents want me to tutor my younger siblings even though I’m drowning in my own studies. I’m constantly tired and I just wish a march break is ACTUALLY a break because rn it’s more like “take this 5 days extra off school and stress you out on actual life!” Like please…

I’ll quit some time next month maybe, i just really can’t take work and school at the same time I should’ve just did AP and IRAP instead of IB how stupid was I. Plus half the kids in my program lowk have dirt on eachother and I lowk don’t wanna be part of that… I may be one of the least informed people in the program about student relationships w each other and I want it to stay that way! I like to be interacting with my friends only ty.

Honestly aside from school I just feel like a second mom in my family + I gotta work like a dad so now I’m technically like one of those lone parents with 2 jobs trying to stay afloat. I’m just surviving off of Choco pie for breakfast and then wtv I cook or my mom cooks for lunch and dinner and sometimes I don’t even have the appetite but if I don’t eat I’ll starve and my mom would get angry :(

I just wanna disappear.