I've just been laying here crying cause like,,, I thought of in a few years if Shawn was getting g married to some lady and kai was just vibing up in his office till he noticed some roses and a letter from Shawn inviting him to be his best man and like He just has a breakdown But either way he goes and like when the priest or whatever asked for any objections the two make eye contact and its just sad 😭😭 Shawn gets married and during the after party Shawn asks if he was okay and kai Lil like,,, tries hos hardest to not seem sad or show kuch emotion while he's talking but like. His voice wavers his lip it trembling, he can't make eye contact and he explains how, he's just happy that Shawn is happy and that,, he'll move on and Shawn will have a family ,get a better job and just, forget and leave him and everything else behind He runs off and,,,, later when Shawn arrives home he gets there and there's flowers at the door as well as a note from kai telling him he's, at the bridge and is, planning to jump,,,(co