Why can't you accept me? Am I not the person you expected me to be? I love you so much but you have to make fun. It takes a lot of courage to do what i did. The one time I was brave you had to shut me out. You had to get rid of my self-confidence. You had to make me insecure about my body image. You had to make me depressed at a young age to the point where I dreamed about suicide. You made me feel awful. Like complete shit. Also, You have to make me feel dumb and bring me down like this. I get it you dont care how I feel. It was just an act. Why cant you just accept me like Vicky did? Im pretty sure she knows about me and is supportive. Why can't you be more supportive. Moral of the story: I feel like complete shit. Am I overthinking?

Don't comment on the chain.

Sorry guys. I felt like I needed to get that out of my head. I've been thinking about this the past few days and you might not understand what I'm talking about but if you do or not, I feel a bit better.

Yey. I hit 200 followers.again.

Thank you..I haven't been doing well so this means a lot.

I hope so too :)

I get it. I ****ing get it.

I'm fine.

Your fine. You did nothing wrong.