Ive wanted to forever
64 comments
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:04
LinkOnce i break the news to my family and girlfriend via note, im doing it.
Overdosing on August 3rd 2021
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:07
LinkI feel a sort of Catharsis, knowing for certain what im going to do
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:08
LinkThank you, two people, for liking my post, for you i have the most sincere gratitude
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:09
LinkI'd include you in my note for my motives but i don't have your names
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:11
LinkActually, im interested, tell me why you wouldn't want me to die? Why do you, some stranger i barely know and only vent to and tell about my life, care at all about useless ****ing me?
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:12
LinkAll this "please don't", and "it isn't worth it", but no reason behind it
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:13
LinkI think you just look at me as some joke, it won't even matter to you when im gone, will it?
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:15
LinkNo, it wont, because you aren't my friends
When im dead, it'll just be another day to you.
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:16
LinkAre you enjoying my mental breakdown, 4 loyal likers of my post?
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:16
LinkDoes this, entertain your sick little minds
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:17
LinkI want to kill myself and you're probably sitting on your couch or in your bed, not a care, is that right
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:27
LinkI guess it's a big deal now
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:35
LinkWhered all you people come from?
Im gonna start crying and i told myself I wouldn't do that
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:37
LinkPlease,, ****
Why do i feel like this..
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:38
LinkWhat the hell is happening to me?
Why am i contemplating suicide
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:39
LinkCan i talk to someone, anyone?
DIO-Sama[OP]
31.07.2021 03:40
LinkJust for a second
really? what do you want me to say?
i dont know you that well, all i know is that some person saying theyre going to kill themselves isnt good. it will matter. itll genuinely destroy me if you die.
i dont look at you as some joke. its actually the other way around. you just dont care enough to see that people genuinely care for you.
and are you kidding me? the "please dont" and "it isnt worth it" is a sign for you to recognize that people genuinely care for your wellbeing.
i dont even know what to say. im gonna lose my absolute f.ucking sh.it if you kill yourself
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look joelle, ive tried to help you through stuff like this before. i dont think ill be able to hold it off this time. so joelle, if you do do this, i wish you the most luck. i hope youre gonna be ok. i dont know how to help at all, or what to say about this, and i know damn well none of us can stop you, so joelle, thank you for trying. thank you for surviving through all this pain and suffering. if you do die, i wish you nothing but a peaceful and painless life because you deserve it for all youve been through. i only wish the best for you joelle. ok? i care about you and your feelings, and they matter. if they dont matter, they matter to me. so i dont want to say this, i dont want to let you do this, but it really is your choice, and if i cant help, i dont think anyone can. so while youre still here, i love you, and deeply care about you, everything about you and i just want you to know, that you are loved. and when youre gone, you will continue to be loved and cared for because you are an absolute gem of a
person joelle. i care about you alot. i hope your last breath is peaceful. might as well say it now since i dont know if ill even be there to say it, goodbye joelle. farewell. i hope everything goes well, and i hope things are better in heaven.
thank you for managing to stay alive for 16 years. youre really brave joelle.
I’ve discussed suicide and I’ll tell you something, I got help and although I still have thoughts and also overdosing can ruin your life if you don’t end up dying (I know by experience). I’m not gonna try and stop you because if your committed to ending it then so be it.
i am so ****ing sorry you feel this way
hi yes i am some stranger on the internet but i care about you ok . i care about everyone and
i'm sry i just don't know what to say
if you do die from od , then please, PLEASE remember that so many people love you . please remember that so many people care for you even if if it doesn't seem like it .
and if you live through it , then please reach out . there are multiple helplines that can help you (kidzhelpline , beyondblue , etc.) .
you are such a kind and cool person . i have barely talked to you but when i have i've looked up to you .
all i'll say is goodbye . i agree with everyone in this comment section .
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This freaking hurts my soul....
I'm sorry that I pulled out the stupid "please don't" comments. I just don't know what to say...
You were one of my best friends on here, someone I could talk to and trust...
I guess all of that was a lie..
I hope you enjoy your last days on here...
I'm sorry... I wish I could make things right...
I wish you didn't have to go through all this suffering...
This will affect me mentally...
It's like losing another friend...
I'm sorry for this...really I am....
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i don’t know how to put my feelings into words, just know that you are such a cool a great person. please have a good last few days for all of us.
hey ik i haven't interacted with you in a long while,,
but i wish you the best of luck these last days,,
i rlly hope some miricale of some sort happens where you dont actually od,,
Ugh!! We don’t really know each other well but if you want to talk I’m here dude!!
I probably won’t be the best help bc I have the same thoughts atm but hey!!! I at least get what you’re going through :)
Theres nothing i can really do.
Im very sorry about all the sh*t that has caused this.
I really am.
I really cant stop you. I wish i could but , i really cant.
Try talking to someone you love about this.
I really hope you have a good time before you die.
But Like RedDude said ,
You'll want to start over life again.
When you die , you'll be happy. But will it be worth it all?
You have made your decision. I cant really help you
But i'm not going to give up trying
Please , its not worth killing yourself
After you die , a bit later , you'll want to come back.
But you wont be able to
Because you would be dead.
Dead people cant come back.
Stay with us.
Please.
Everyone here would be heartbroken if you die
Your closest friends might hurt themselves from sadness
Its really not worth it.
But
If i could'nt help
Enjoy your last days
And your life in heaven.
i hope you feel better dio. i hope things go good for you in the next life.
didnt think id cry for someone over the internet but here i am.
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hey. I know I've barely interacted with you before, but let me tell you something. ending your life will not remove the pain. it only passes it onto someone else.. I was where you are, and I almost shattered my grandma. when I got out of the hospital after my attempt, I came home to discover that my grandma wouldn't eat, wouldn't get out of bed, she was so scared for me. I live with guilt every day, but I'd take it over the alternative (most of the time at least).
reasons to live:
your family
your friends
your girlfriend
everyone who cares about you
things you love
and you.
you don't deserve the pain you're going through, and if you need to talk more, I'm here. I may not always be online but I will do my best to check in as much as possible, I want you to be okay. I don't know you but I understand the pain.
