Mhmm :) Also may I just say,, I'm like,, I love your art and you commented on my creation,, it feels like a honor :OOOO

Hey you're not worthless. Just because you didn't try that hard at all before doesn't in any way make you worthless, maybe it wasn't the best decision, but guess what, EVERYONE, whether you know it or not, makes mistakes, some big some small.The fact is you're admitting your mistakes which most people don't and that honestly takes a lot of guts, your a pretty awesome person. It's terrible that your parents guilt trip you and honestly unfair and unright, everyone makes mistakes, they don't have to constantly point them out and guilt you for them, that'd damage anyone. You sound like you're going through a lot of shit, and I really hope things get better for you. You're not shallow or dumb, you honestly just sound damaged by a pretty shitty life. You're not in any way cruel for watching people suffer and not doing anything because you don't know what to do or say, heck even though I'm here right now trying to help you, I don't actually know what I'm doing either.

I actually came to this account to do it in hopes I wouldn't be judged as much. Nobody fully knows what to do when helping someone, even professionals, everyone is to some degree scared that they'll mess up, if the fact that you don't help suffering people upsets you that much, maybe make it a goal of yours to try to help them, even if you don't know what your doing, you may start of not knowing what to do but like anything practice will help, and even if your help doesn't help much or at all, it's the thought that counts, the fact that you took your time to try and help. I really hope you feel better, lots of love -floofynes-

Thanks :) so uhm I made two layers, I made all the rainbow colors 0.01 and dotted them to make the fadey rainbow, and made the layer under it just the plain white that you get in the original colors, if that helps???