like when you look back and see how much u have grown? and wonder if you could go back to the past, where you didnt know as much stuff and life was easier, simpler? when you were still a kid? yeah... i'm getting a heavy wave of nostalgia i know that games arent supposed to mean too much, but i look back and look at all those fandoms/ games i got obsessed with- fnf had a heavy impact on me, i enjoyed music a lot more after that, and it kinda started my animation interest, i look back at the classics like whitty, sky, mid fight masses mods and i feel like crying inside coz i miss those mods... idk its a bit weird for me to look back at how i was like before, and feel like crying inside and coughing out blood- :P i seriously still remember all those weird thoughts i had before, all those videos i used to watch on yt but have abandoned for new interests.. now i know whats real whats fake rather sleep than stay awake just to be a kid again lol that song didnt have a huge impact on me before but now im like

heck, even when i go see my old art i remember all that shit i used to think and how i barely cussed i literally didnt even know what a lot of shit meant, and felt like an ignorant child so i wanted to grow up faster but now that ive grown up a lot i realise how much i miss my childhood, those days where everything was easy and simple... do you guys feel that nostalgia too?

its a bit weird coz im seriously wanting to die, and go back, start my life over again, or at least relive my past life... gosh thats one long vent

seriously tho i remember when there was so much stuff about fnf, then it dropped and became doors, then it became rainbow friends and there were loads of everyone is dumb oh ye and security breach the most recent mod i remember that blew up was... the nusky one right? or was it pibby i dont actually remember that well anymore oop never thought i would get so emotional over a blue hair rapper that beeps all day long

i know all fandoms die, and people grow up its just so sad :(