u h. i feel guilty because i drank the pineapple juice for the pineapple cobbler

there are two users who I absolutely despise. they broke the promise we had made. you know what I hate most about people? how they say they will protect their friends. every person I've been friends with say that. and when I'm upset and say shit I dont mean instead of telling me to calm down and breath and try to figure out what's wrong they attack me. one of the very many reasons I cry Mt Alex to sleep at night. and why I've been thinking about cutting again. people say Im begging for attention. you know me. if I wanted attention I would straight upset ask for it. I hate myself. im a bad person. I dontbget how you could be friends with me... thank you for listening. this comment may jmstart shit. if it dies please delete it. thank you for being my friend...

I feel like I'm hated in every way possible, I feel like I'm despised, and that everyone just want's to be my friend so that way they won't hurt me. I've started cutting and I hate doing it but now I can't go a day without cutting at least once.

(this one is a joke) I hate this one user, she thinks I stole her ocs. But i didn't. It was my idea in the first place. I dislike EMC (this one is not a joke) I don't feel safe, I feel like everyone hates me. But they don't know my story. I get panic attacks whenever I run into one of his friends. It's unbearable. One minute I'm fine, but when they are in the same google meet as me, I panic and I start to cry. I've also been feeling really depressed lately. The therapy isn't really therapy, sure it helps but not by much. I've been starting to cut, and when my siblings point it out, my parents call me stupid....