NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
by:
Theecchiist 
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22.05.2021
34 comments
the-emo-rainbow1024
22.05.2021 03:47
LinkWhat happened
I wasnāt finished!
Iām trying to move on, Dio! Iām trying!
Iām really sorry...
You want to discuss this? Don't do it on my profile
I'm not falling for your tricks
I canāt explain what the **** was going on inside my head when I commented āf*ck you.ā
It was out of line.
And then what followed was even worse.
There was no reason for me to have done that. It was manipulative as shit, looking back.
The way I attempt expression is toxic as shit in this case. I donāt know what else to say. I need your input on this.
Iām obsessive. And thatās ****ed up my relationships with people.
How do I move on?
I need to. As soon as possible. Before I get hurt.
Hi hi :)
What made you think any of this was ok Iām genuinely wondering , especially after everything you did to dio, and you think i gaslight people, jeesusss you must be the god damn king, you beg and beg for help from people yet you never learn itās bullshit, you need to ****ing learn and grow the **** us or else no one is gonna want to be ****ing near you becuase no one is gonna tolerate your bullshit , get your ****ing act toghether, people have tried to get you to get help , weāve tried to give second chances, thereās no more lenience , you need to ****ing learn instead of constantly going back and ****ing with other people, manipulating and the. Crying over it when it doesnāt go your ****ing way , Iām happy dio finally ****ing blocked you :)
Iām sorry...
This isnāt the first time this has happened. It happened last year too, with another person I loved.
I canāt ****ing hold a relationship together.
Because I try to manipulate it into something more.
Why do I ****ing do that?! I thought I had learned my lesson the first time but noooooo
Iām not gonna waste my time I said my piece , I honestly donāt give a single shit but what you do to my god damn friend make me ****ing angry , get help , thereās methods, aybe finally ticking relaizing that your the problem might help , youāve done this so many times you need to ****ing stop
I KNOW IM THE ****ING PROBLEM ALREADY
IāVE KNOWN IM THE ****ING PROBLEM FOR THE LONGEST TIME AND I CANāT ****ING FIGURE OUT HOW TO STOP IT
GET SOME THERAPY YOU SAY YOUR DOING ALL THESE THINGS BUT YOUR ON HERE ALL THE GOD DAMN TIME, YOU NEED TO PUT YOUR ****ING PHONE OR WHATEVER YOU HAVE AND GET OUTSIDE , WORK ON YOURSELF NOT FOCUS ON THIS SHIT
This may come as a surprise to you but I donāt actually have any friends outside of FA.
I really dont know what to say dude. You both have hurt eachother in so many different ways but keeps coming back together and hurting eachother more. You both need a break from eachother. There are plenty of fish in the sea.
Itās gonna be difficult to find someone like her.
But it will be worth it.
Whats important to you, like drawings, your physical/mental health, etc.
Well Iāve said it before but she was my top priority. I valued her over my own life.