I want them to stop. I want it to all be quieter. The practically non-stop yelling and the ringing hurts. The dog barking and random loud noises are painful. You ****ing hitting me for no damn reason is also painful! How tf am I even related to you, you aren't and never were a brother to me. You hit me, hit him, hit our ****ING CATS and yet somehow mom says were the bad ones for always snapping when you push us! Remember when I had the mental break down? Remember how you were laughing and calling me a baby and said I overreacted? Remember how you constantly teased me for not having friends because of my social anxiety? Remember when you put our ****ing cat in the freezer for a little bit? You made her not trust us for months! You're a ****ing monster, you make me want to die