Hello?
Frisk speedpaint
And that's called jazz
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N I G H T
idk what to draw
❄️ *failed*
Im literaly a pussy
by:
MaxiTheNerd 
878
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09.01.2026
29 comments
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
09.01.2026 23:55
LinkI cant even cut myself properly when i tried to my hand flew up and i didnt cut because im a wimp and i hate seeing a lot of blood i usualy just scrape the blade across and it doesnt start bleeding immediately because i font cut deep enougj because im a pussy i need someone to motivate me i need it this is the onlt way i can be a better person this is the only way i can punish myself i need to do it i need to fo it i hate myself more for being scared to cut deeper i need someone to motivate me please i want to be a better persoj so i need to hurt myself so ill learn i hate how im too much of a pussy to do it
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
09.01.2026 23:56
LinkItd probably be easier on my thighs but its easier on my arms and i need to suck it up and learn this is the only way i will learn to be a better person
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
09.01.2026 23:58
LinkI dont want to see the blood i get sick when i see blood but i need to see it i need to see that this is what is going to help me this is what will make me learn i need it i need it i need someone to tell me that i can do it that im strong enough to cut deeper and see the blood i need to fo this
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.01.2026 00:00
LinkPlease dont comment if youre just goong to say "dont do it" or anything like thay i need someone to help me do it i need it i need to be better and learn my lesson i need to do it im not going to change my mind i need someone to help me and tell me that its ok to see blood itsbok i jsut need to be stronger
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.01.2026 00:01
LinkIm a stupid pussy who cant commit to shit i cant even commit to adding pressure when i cut myself it barely even bleeds im just a fake terrible person i need to do it the right wau i need to learn i need to hurt like everyone else does so i can be better i can learn my lesson
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.01.2026 00:36
LinkOk after like 40 minutes ive finally got a blade lets test ts out ok chat
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.01.2026 00:36
LinkIts so small i can barely hold it but
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.01.2026 00:37
LinkIT KIND OF WORKED OMG
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.01.2026 00:37
LinkIts so small and jt kept gettint stuck in my skin when i tried but we did it chat it foesnt huet though idk ehg
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.01.2026 00:39
LinkBruh im chuckling it does like a half an inch of a cut byt theres blood so it counts for something . Chat we are winning. I think i mightve lost the plot but anyways yay
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.01.2026 00:39
LinkReminding me of my middle school years
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.01.2026 00:42
LinkThid is actually so cool actually shouldve done this sooner id always use scissors that shit was annoying as fuh and always irritated my skin
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.01.2026 00:43
LinkIF ANY OF MY FRIENDS SEE THIS shhhh its ok babeh im okay this is actually so much better than before my life lowkey gonna get better because of this trust the process ahh post
please take care of yourself and please dont get stuck in the mindset that you need it to change its not healthy at all and can create a disorder /gen (not saying this to be an ass saying this cus i care .JUST MAKE SURE to take care of yourself ok)
Wait i didnt know it caused a disorder what is it but thank you friend blublublub fishe
It's just very addictive and can cause depression to get worse cus of the toll on your body, but yes yes please do self care and be safe ;-;
I already have mdd so its ok im chill lowkey just a chill guy I feel so much better though im so happy im goknna play adopt me and hatch some awesome pets and maube waych some ninjago
blublublublub You could fall into psychosis if it gets bad enough and in severe cases psychosis can be irreversible idk maybe im just projecting but i struggle from delusion and because of that it makes me cutmyself because i feel like i 'need' to in order to be strong or free of trauma and its really bad I dont want that happening to you because it can be life damaging ok Take care of yourself please and try to avoid cutting there are other ways to be strong ok? please message me if you ever need support im gen so srs when i say that
idk if ive said this before but self harm can actually be very damaging in the long-run rather than helpful its important that you do learn how to cope without it itll benefit you a lot trust and if you ever need help with anything like this pls talk to someone you trust . again i am here ify ou need help tips fedora
Thank you friend i do not mean to worry you ! Thank you for informing me on that !!!!!!! This is so chill like a pufferfish
Its okay im not super worried I just want to make sure you are safe and dont end up spiralling really badly or anything like that blublublublubblubblub a shark comes and eats me and i die ahhhhhhh hep
BO NO NO NO SHARK DONT DO THAT THATS MY FRIEND shark: oh my fault (reassemble you
ahhhhhhh owwwwwwww ahhhhhhhh im in pai n Wow Thank you so much Finnegan for saving me!
Oh. Ny . Godm killer ehale . Pleade. Dont do itm dude. If you do i will cry dude. So please dont eat kittycag717 PLEAS.