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fxckboy[OP]
05.01.2022 15:26
Linksometimes i wish you all would flock to my posts of me asking to talk to people like you all flock to ash's posts when he says he's bored /hj
I tend to be very forgetful tbh <//3 but I'll try
At least let me tell you one gay joke hold on
HAHA GET IT BC FISHTICKS SOUNDS LIKE FISHDICKS TOO
I love this fact and I love you (NH)
Tbh, same, I'm also aroace as well
But since I never use tone indiractors (I'm going to be honest, they make me uncomfortable to use them, no joke I just don't feel like myself.)
And like I feel like some people would take me seriously since I may sound dead serious if I won't put an emotion to my texts (the reason why I may barely put emotion to my text, is because I'm too tired and lazy)
So yeah
yeah same like !!!! im !!!!!! constantly very drained and Always masking because underneath the mask it's just me drained and emotionless and unempathetic and i feel the need to add extra punctuation and to enunciate what i'm saying because im scared (not actually, i just dont want this to happen but saying scared is more succinct) that people i care about will think i'm upset with them or i hate them and i simply don't want them to worry so sometimes i just wont talk to anyone at all for long periods of time so i can "recharge," so to speak
I feel you soooo bad rn,
I'm actually very tired to pull masks anymore, so you know, decided to text like the way I actually do, which I Know the consequences of people taking me seriously, as I used to be afraid of them as well, but since I need to overcome it, I decided to accept it
And honestly? I feel like I'm finally, for once, myself
For me it's clearly the opposite
I don't even feel like myself to the point of not interacting with no one for all day