i have felt depressed for 2 years and kept it silent I've post some vents but those never helped me expressed how I feel I'm 11 now I've felt this way when I was 1 month from being 9 but this is hard on me I've tried talking to others but my mom got cancer I couldn't see my other family and I couldn't see my dog best friend I've been smiling even though I felt this way and its for people in front of be and even if I told them this they would never care I hate being human I feel useless to the human race just an extra burden on everybody and I know you are gonna talk to try to make me feel better I appreciate it and support but its hard for me