Hmm....
4 comments
Shade-Is-Russian[OP]
30.07.2022 12:57
LinkLife is stressful in a few ways, shit stands in front of you like a taunt, almost snapped and punched a friend, still worried about the other that took a rock to the head. Unsure if anyone even likes me anymore, gonna start weight lifting to get my mind off of violence, or I might just start chopping wood as well, had a sharp severe pain in my body last night, I want to get in a fight again, even if my ass gets beat, I don't care, every time I try to play with my friends I end up hurting in someway. Not like any of this matters here though, but not like I should really care due to what people think of me now.
Shade-Is-Russian[OP]
30.07.2022 13:00
LinkBut hey, I found out heavy cream calms me down, oddly comforting :]
Shade-Is-Russian[OP]
30.07.2022 13:12
LinkBack on topic though, I snap so easily, it scares myself, almost cut my hand open taking a knife out of a friend's hand, I had to hold them down to do so too. I'm scared that I'll do something that could kill myself. I try to tickle my friends and they giggle, but they say it hurts as well, I also have an oddly firm grip that I hurt people with on accident, including my own mother, which does tick her off, something in me urges that kill something, like a fish or deer, I'm honestly considering hunting maybe. I accidentally ate some raw ground beef and crave it now.
Shade-Is-Russian[OP]
30.07.2022 13:18
LinkI'll continue some of this on a new anim.