Literally no one cares for me Like yeah I appreciate making me feel better but other people get so much love and affection meanwhile I'm mentally unstable here, with atleast 3 people caring for me Jesus christ I'd go back to blades but I want it o be subtle, keeping it the way it is because no one likes me I'm not using it as an excuse, I don't want fame, I want help. Therapy dies Literally nothing and my mom might send me because to a mental institution place or something again because of how much I try to slowly kill myself Whatever ill just die on my own