Why didn't I feel bad?
by:
Ow-My-Head 
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10.03.2022
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Ow-My-Head[OP]
10.03.2022 01:34
Linkman. I barely remember that dream, but I wasn't even scared. I wasn't excited. I was nothing. I felt nothing. I've had multiple (very concerning) dreams just trying to give myself closure, and ever since they tried to do that, I've had another. She told me how selfish and disgusting and terrible I was for even thinking of accepting it. I almost started crying in the middle of the rehearsal
Ow-My-Head[OP]
10.03.2022 01:39
LinkI am never again coming to her with my issues. That's what she wants anyway. She made that real f ucking clear. God I just wanna curl up and forget it. I thought I was over it, I really did. I had less mightmares. And then Las t night in dream I had a conversation with him like regular. Except I just didn't fall for any of his shit. Like I just brushed him off. And he still wanted me. And it felt good. Salt I'm so goddamn sorry