comes and goes lads. i just wanna not think for tonight

absolutely horrible night may the day bring better things may we be strong and may it not be needed

i do be thinking im in purgatory if not hell ngl coincidences have always courted me, but its just a cold comfort now

ah hell, thats the truth isnt it this is the bad place ah hope yall exist and have it better, ngl ngl

all the signs were there

i just got careless. (i didnt. i just stopped being so afraid. ah) you know, thats no way to live either way i hope hell isnt lonely, but that noone with me is real

the fact that i got so many clues and preparing is what kills me bro

i hope whoevers watching me will be kind i hope itll all be soft even if its just goodbye

im too tired im scared if we could go out in a blaze of glory i would but ive never been the dreaming type i hope its as soft and kind as I aspiredto be

i hope its not punishment. or if it is,, i hope everyone gets whats due good luck loves, i hope its not rapture

i dont want to spiral tonight. Im doing my best. may all I want to say, never ever need saying. may it not stay in my throat my heartnor my mind. may it leave, now, with the wind and may it be the heaviet of his kind to ever cross my thoughts

may this all be forgotten forever may today be recalled, but forabsolutely none of this I beg. I pray. I ask. Ill try to log out now. may none of this be as I despair aa