I genuinely hope someday something wonderful happens to me and you two get idfk A fatal disease And you have to watch me live on wonderfully while you slowly die. And then if you try to take credit for me, I'll call you out on all your bullshit and then you'll die hated. But ik that's not gonna happen because at this point I highly doubt I'm gonna make it to my junior cert lol. I'm literally gonna off myself before I have the chance. And you won't care. Because the only thing you care about is yourselves. When you "cry for us" you're cracking under the pressure of what's happening to us affecting you. You don't care about us. You never will. And it's not like anything else is gonna get better.

Why. Actually why.