I kinda don’t really have any (real/good)friends I only really one person, and honestly I now kinda get why you made me so happy, I felt so great having a nice time with you for those 2-3 hours and just talking with you under our posts. It felt nice having a good friend who cared I got disappointed when it wasn’t you posting bc I just wanted to hang out and spend time with somone who cared and I completely enjoyed every second of and was really cool. I even got confused and thought I might have had a crush on you or somthing with how obsessive I was being but I don’t I was just really excited and happy to have somone who I felt gave a damn and was so nice to me with out reason and just to spend time with. I’m not used to that, and it feels so nice and warm and happy I just felt so great the whole time and happy just to talk to you and look at your art. And when I really said it and got a little more vulnerable and wasn’t pushed away or judged it felt amazing I felt such a emptyness feel more filled,

It feels like when I was with her all those years ago but we have drifted now and I’ve hurt her by mistake by not showing how thankful I am and care. And not thanking her for just being there for me, I don’t wanna make the same mistake so i thank you now for the joy you have brought me and how good it feels to be with you and feel cared for, and even if you don’t care about me I feels nice to think you do.

Sorry if I’m coming off as weird or clingy

Thank you I got so close to crying multiple times!

I think I did too I just wanted to explain myself for randomly thanking you and making sure you knew why and how thankful I truely am

Thank you for got getting wielded out by me I was so scared you would be

Are you sure? Well ok I’m glad.

Also I swear if I don’t stop shaking I will punch myself