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xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 07:10
Linkmy brother is 2 years younger than me. i will be able to drive a car in a MONTH. A MONTH. i can get a JOB in A MONTH GUYS. ONE MONTH. im nearly 16 years old and still my brother has more freedom than i do what do you mean he can walk 1 minute away from our house, get into a GOLF CART CRASH, and still be allowed to go over there with no comment other than "boys will be boys ☺️" and "its good for him! ☺️" SHUT THE **** UP?
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 07:12
Linkim not mad at my brother at all btw im glad he can actually experience life and be social and do shit outside of school im mad that the ONE TIME IVE WALKED TO A FRIENDS HOUSE THAT WAS CLOSER THAN THE ONE MY BROTHER WALKED TO, my parents nearly lost their shit cause i was over there for 30 MINUTES. and NOTHINF HAPPENED
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 07:14
Linkoh but heh im just their sweeet precious daughter im fragile and i was suicidal at one point so like ☺️ soryy sorryyy we r just worried about youuum.. ok so like what if i just shot myself in the leg right infront of u
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 07:16
Linkthey dont even try to pretenf they see me as anything but their daughter its frying meee 😭😭 i dotn even care anymore they jus look stupid now i cant wait to grow a beard
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 07:20
Linkdo i seriously need to endanger myself to be more boy like in their eyes. do i need to endanger myself to walk around outside
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 07:23
Linkactually pisses me off so much. at this rate my brother is gonna start driving before me without a permit because my parents'll think he'll be able to without getting hurt like can we be for real right now. im not helpless i can Take A ****ing Walk and not die
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 07:28
Linkthey think im innocent too which makes me upset bc not only am i in highschool, ive spent nearly my entire life on the internet. ive seen almost all there is to see and ive heard nearly all there is to hear and they r so clueless it just makes me sad. like yes mom i know what sex is. yes dad i can handle looking at a surgical wound i literally used to cut myself every day. jesus christ
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 07:31
Linkive already given up on them seeing me as a boy any time soon and idc about it anymore but im tired of STILL being the fragile little girl IM ****ING 16!!!!
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 07:32
Linkguyss i think my rebellious phase is coming in kindaaa nervous
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 07:36
Linkanyways tldr i need to be more reckless and shit because otherwise i wont be let outside for enrichment. thats all ok goodnight
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 19:18
Linkrhis sucks dude evenif i leave the house theres no where to go for miles im just stuck here until i get a car. and even then my parents wont let me drive it this sucks this sucks
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 19:19
Linki cant even get my parents to drive me to the mall and drop me off bc its illegal to be there without an adult as a minor what am i even allowed to do ever
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 19:22
Linkim tired of hearing ppl say i need to get out more because. WHERE. HOW. this is why i hate america and it's stupid love of cars because why is everywhere just road road road with ZERO sidewalks
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 19:24
Linkthere is not a single sidewalk near me for a few miles and they expect me to do literally anythinf but sit in my room and be on my phone. there is NOTHING ELSE. TO DO. if you dont have FRIENDS within a MINUTE OF YOU
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 19:28
Linkthere are no GAS STATIONS there are no STORES there are no LITTLE SHOPS or SKATE PARKS or litwrally ANYTHING. OK. ANYTHING!!! within walking distance and its driving me a little crazy. and even IF there were i wouldnt be able to do anything at them bc america cant stand when teenagers exist ANYWHERE
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 19:29
Linku cant walk through ppl's yards u cant walk on the road u cant walk to anything what do u want from me
xenospiza[OP]
24.08.2025 19:33
Linkok whatevr rant over im done