"your cry like your mourning over someone" because I am. Sure whenever died. She never went away. Shes always been with me and always will be with me. But she was never listened to. Never really paid attention to. "i say I beg you do this and you never listen" happy to know you get the feeling now. She never fully said it but she begged you to help her. To hear her not just listen but really hear what she said and understood it. To tell her that what she's feeling is OK and that doesn't make her crazy. That she isn't stupid or lazy she's just struggling