Rant because im angry
by:
MaxiTheNerd 
877
877
24.01.2026
11 comments
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
24.01.2026 02:21
LinkTo all the people who bullied me on here, ive changed my mind and i dont forgive you, because ive had more than enough proof that you dont give two shits and just want to avoid your name being shit on. You know who you people are, you are not good people, you made me feel like i shoukd hurt myself, you made me want to kill myself, you made me feel disgusting and ugly and worthless and useless and unlovable. I'm done pretending like everything you did to me was forgiven and that I've moved on, because I haven't. You should feel sorry. And i don't feel guilty at all for posting this. I wont put the blame on myself when you made fun of me and hurt me over things i couldnt control. Any apology i recieved was just some way to make peace with yourself, to make sure you didn't get your name dragged through the mud. It didnt mean anything, and i know it, because you went ahead and hurt me TIME AND TIME AGAIN AND I PRETENDED IT WAS OKAY BECAUSE I THOUGHT hey maybe im overreacting and i dont wana start conflict!!!!!!!!
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
24.01.2026 02:24
LinkSome of you didnt even try to apologize to me and still spoke to me. Trust me, i remember everything you said and did to me, i didnt forget what you did. You are some shitty people. How do you sleep at night, knowing you use others, make fun of people and pretend to be their friend, harass them?
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
24.01.2026 02:27
LinkI tried to believe your lies, but i knew you were lying all along, i was just too afraid to tell you i knew, because i knew you would guilt trip me and say i was overreacting. You would tell me thats how you treat all your friends. No. It wasnt. I might be retarded but im not that ****ing stupid. I kept pretending until i stopped anymore, and then it turned out everything i thought was true was ACTUALLY TRUE! shocker!
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
24.01.2026 02:30
LinkI am angry. No i wont delete this, no i dont care if the people this is directed towards get angry or upset at me. I genuinely feel so much anger when i see people interact with you like you are a nice person. Because you are not. You should feel guilty about how youve treated me and other people.
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
24.01.2026 02:35
LinkI wanted so badly to believe you, i tried convincing myself i was overthinking, but i couldnt, and everything i imagined turned out to be true, i literally hurt myself trying to convince myself that it was my fault, i destroyed my mental state even more telling myself i was a terrible person for suspecting something was not right, and i did all of that for no reason
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
24.01.2026 02:38
LinkIm not going to tell the peoples names because im not trying to get myself into some more bullshit, but if youre close with me and want to know, you can dm me about it. Just dont post about it or anything like that. Im not going to condone harassing, two wrongs to do not make a right! Rant over i think! If i get angry again ill start typing some more and i dont think many people will read this but thats okay
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
24.01.2026 02:41
LinkThank you to my few close friends who have been here for me and checked in with me. You all make life worth it and made me realize that there are some people who actually like talking to me and spending time with me. I really love you guys
i don't know who you exactly are, nor do i know who this is directed at, but you're completely valid for feeling this way. sometimes being the bigger, better person is realizing what you truly been put through and putting it out there rather than sucking it up and letting it eat at you
Thank you, i appreciate this. I wanted to let my feelings out cuz ive been holding it in for so long since i dont want to get into more stuff but yeah