sorry for this
5 comments
p1llAr[OP]
29.12.2017 04:12
Linkok
this is sorta embarrassing
anyways
today class,
we're talking about piss and shit--
OK
so, for god knows why
im afraid of taking a shit / piss
like, very specifically
when i know people are in the living room
or bedroom
(my house has 2 bathrooms, 1 in a bedroom, the other in a hall
that connects the living room to the basement & me & me bro's room)
p1llAr[OP]
29.12.2017 04:12
Linklike
im scared of the noises
ya know
like piss / shit hitting water
(this is even more awkward now)
((im very sorry, but i gotta get this out of my system))
like
this winter break
i've gone like the whole few weeks
without taking a shit
(which is pretty normal for me tho)
and i know that's sorta
bad for me?
and the pissing version isn't so bad
but it still likes to **** me up sometimes
but like
why does it make me so i guess
anxious?
like why
p1llAr[OP]
29.12.2017 04:12
Linkat least i'll be home alone tomorrow maybe
like literally just a bit ago
i nearly had a meltdown while on the toilet--
also
guess who prolly isn't allowed
to eat in their room anymore
me
p1llAr[OP]
29.12.2017 04:13
Linkguess im not eating at all then
im not ****ing eating infront of people--
Pomegranate
29.12.2017 04:14
LinkIm also banned from eating in my room... but I do it anyway.
Also yes using the bathroom alone or when people are around just no