“As long as I’m smiling, I’m ok. But, cant you see my happy face, and how much it hurts? It’s hurts to smile nowadays, and I don’t know why... I’m happy. But that’s all I ever am, isn’t it? Happy. H A P P Y . . . It’s so tiring to be “happy”...but for you, I’ll keep going. N O M A T T E R H O W M U C H I T H U R T S....”