random rpg part 1 start
GIR does the macarena dance
Aquadoggo Request
City of Forgotten Memories
>Gift< Bffl
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/nbh in advance.
7 comments
Sam-xXAMTXx[OP]
12.04.2022 13:39
LinkAll i can taste is cigarette smoke and its ****ing nauseating
I hate you
I ****ing hate you
Sam-xXAMTXx[OP]
12.04.2022 13:41
LinkOff topic but the reason im not talking to anyone
Is because i have nothing to say
Im not in the right mindset to talk to people
Im not
Im not.
I cant be ok all the time im sorry
I cant
Sam-xXAMTXx[OP]
12.04.2022 13:47
LinkI just physically cant find anything to say
I dont want to be boring or repetitive so i just
Dont
“Oh but I don’t mindi-“
But i do- even if you dont i still feel horrific for not being a good enough conversation for you
Im sorry i cant be everything and do everything all the time
Im sorry I’ve been living up to a stupid ****ing standard of stretching myself thin over every single person i talk to that suddenly
When im exhausted and have other things to do
Im a terrible person??
The urge to say “ium sorry for having a ****ing life” is overwhelming i just
I cant be rude?? Im
I just
Im
Physically
Ill
Jesus ****ing christ
Sam-xXAMTXx[OP]
12.04.2022 14:04
LinkThough
Really
I didnt think id have to
Explain this
But i dont
Believe in
The whole “You’re my best friend I’m gonna pay more attention to you and/or treat you better then my other friends!” Thing,,
It’s- dumb to me
“Oh you’re my ex im gonna treat you better/pay more attention to you because of that!” Still nope
“You’re my partne-“ no-? Sure im probably gonna talk to you a bit more and be way more affectionate- but no one i talk to has more priority then others?? I don’t- believe in that kind of thing? I guess i should but i dont.
Just because i will genuinely feel like horseshit if i give one person more attention then another person
So,, take that as you will i guess <3
Is that
Weird? I feel like thats weird-? I cant,, change how this part of my brain works-?? Im sorry?
I just
Can’t
Give one person more attention then another
Im sorry
Sam-xXAMTXx[OP]
12.04.2022 14:07
LinkAlso if im the last person to say something in a text i just feel weird texting you first if its been a few days or smth and you haven’t said anything waa