call up a group of "friends" and play games together but that one friend brings down the mood and blames you on it so then everyone else agrees starts talking about how worthless and unfunny you are and your only there to make them laugh when they don't even think your funny to the point where they will start saying deathreats to get you to shut up so you leave the call and get off and that other one kid keeps calling you just to play because they have no one else to play with, and they dont even ****ing care about you getting yelled at for no reason, you'd be thinking they would care about you because you've been stressing about them for months because you finally like someone with the same personality as you and you've been staying up night to sunrise thinking of them knowing they wont love you and you wont make it in life, they dont ****ing care about you, yeah me too