i was homeschooled up until 9th grade and bro the absolute DAMAGE it caused me. First of all getting exposed to pornography an mature things no lil kid should see cus my momma acts like she gaf if I use the web like I’m about to get kidnapped yk but I am NEVER seriously monitored unless she’s suspicious and I never had babysitting

secondly like social damage. No friends growing up n the only person I had to talk to was my cousin cus she the same age but she’s hours away so we always had to talk on the phone n it sucked and eventually stopped… n then I grew rlly socially anxious somewhere around 10 and now im rly quiet and antisocial I’m like the least social in my school… and I got a speaking problem I cannot talk clear n I stumble thru words my lips feel like Botox idk like they r flat

third i never got no exercise growing up cus like my momma acts like she hella disabled and she never wanna go no where so I was always rotting in bed and never got proper exercise like running around doing kid things so now I’m rly fatigued and like my bones feel heavy and my legs deadass constantly hurt… I TRY AND EXERCISE but it’s rly impossible

and I wasn’t vaccinated until twelve either cus she one of the types to think oh vaccines cause the Tism

anyways growing up I kept myself occupied is listening to music etc and making stories w characters in my head and dialogues on the spot. In my head cus like I didn’t have nobody to speak w and idk I think it made me a lil crazy but like at least I’m a good writer,,

SORRY GUYS this is like a vent I guess by definition but it’s not me being depressed oh I’m going to kms etc noo I don’t do that u guys can like n comment 💔

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ppl say ohhh ur so lucky u get to sleep late but like the social interaction of going to school beats all srsly I’ve never been happier

WHILE I HAVE U question does t make acne worse bc my acne is so bad ngl I cannot afford making it worse