you already hit him every chance you get maybe i should put him out of his misery but its hard to kill animals im mostly only okay with seeing dead stuff

mom said if ill kill myself i should take everyone else out with me shes probably right but i cant kill a kid theyre only 8 and 5 what am i suppose to do and even if i did they would hear eachother

i cant kill myself what if i fail i dont have money for that shit can i just try again though

i cant kill a kid or my pets what am i suppose to do then whats the right thing to do i dont get it what am i suppose to do in this shithole

what did i do to deserve to live like this i dont get it does god really hate me how do i apologize

it doesnt even matter anymore just hit her why do i have to protect anyone

i wish your fights got worse so i wouldnt have to be here

are you seriously fighting again its 5:40 am i dont want to be stuck in my room for half the day because you guys are fighting like i go out i come back home apparently i did some wrong im running away from my responsibilities responsibilities of fuxkin what