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sunbeam[OP]
30.12.2022 13:00
LinkI’m not coming back but hi
It’s been a while a long while.
I’ve improved a lot mentally as late.
It’s winter break final Friday if the year
My life has improved a lot
I’ve been talking about going into the marine corps.
And even meeting this person I really like and they asked me to the homecoming dance one if the funniest times of my life and fall festival in our town together I plan to ask her out soon as my parents know my sexuality and I can drive! But enough of that I realized my asexuality I’ve never been sexually attracted to people being a dumb 12 year old (I’ll be 17 in 1 months and a half.) and realizing that I’m not a trans guy I’m still trans but I don’t know how to explain it.
I’ve found great people and one of the most important people and amazing people in my life I’ve met in njrotc. I’ll call them feathers. They helped me a lot and I’ve helped them we bonded this long and they help me realize some aspects of myself I needed to improve on and I did.
I’m happy where I am
sunbeam[OP]
30.12.2022 13:05
LinkNot really with my family whom I’ve learned I’m trauma bonded to. And that I don’t actually love them. It hit hard when I realized that but I can resolve those scars in relationships but from a distance as I start to get and leave. Being in a Baptist Christian family I can say most of my fear of my family that I confused with love was fueled by them using god as an excuse. Like breaking up my first ever relationship twice. If your that person reading this our if you are seeing this and know who you are.
I’m sorry. That won’t undo the pain I’ve caused you you were my first kiss my first love. And I know I was he same for you. I still love you but in the way I used too.
sunbeam[OP]
30.12.2022 13:10
LinkAnyways I’ve also learned I might have possible autism I’ve have yet to be screened but my school psychologist says I might have it. Including bpd but yet to be tested I’m trying to be sure I’m not ever going to be perfect but I want to know what’s wrong so I can better improve myself to be my best self.
It was nice being on this site.
But I must let it go.
Goodbye.
sunbeam[OP]
30.12.2022 13:13
LinkI will be leaving comments getting closure with some people
Oh and my socials
@Beastdad07 twitter
u/BeastDad06 Reddit
@monstermama16 tumblr