stephen keeps calling me ian in a mocking voice because his mum said “ian wouldnt havw qanted to go if he was going to have a seizure why are you blaming him” because she thinks i still go by my middle name and it was fully my idea to go and sneak out his mother just likes to defend me with her whole life for some reason

things like that used to bother me but now i cant take everything seriously and i read everything everyone says to me as a joke

i dont know why it really isnt a fun thing