Lol sorry guys vent post dont dekete ur comments tho theyre funny

And if i try to talk to you about how i feel about your actions you get mad at me and you know ill back down because i dont fight back and when my step sister helps me and tries to stand up for me you call it "bullying" like the world is ****inf against you hecausen i told you i dont like how you are treating me and you cry to your husband who you dont even love and constantly complain about how worthless he is and how he does nothing for the family And then you have the absolute nerve to call me ungrateful and selfish and start ****ing trauma dumping on me like what the **** am i supposed to say to that????? And then when i just say "ok" you start shouting at me and calling me rude so i go quiet and then you shout again and call me immature when i stop speaking altogeyher becausue there is no way for me to win in these situations because you're always so convinced you are right and that im just a stupid teenager who wants to rebel against authority

God ****ing dammit its like talking to a brick wall notjing ever gets through to you at all i dont know if i need to stab myself ij front of you to make you understand whay you are dping to me and how much you are hurting me no youll just send me pff to rehab and then while im away complain to my other siblings about how im seeking attention and causing problems and then when i come back from rehab youll be passive agressive to me and constantly hint that you are very angry at me for hurting myself because thats whay happened with my step sister and thats what will happen to me so i stau in my room and hurt myself and dont tell you anything because you always complain about how much work i am and how much money i cost you and how much of a burden i am sorry for being alive i guess maybe im just another reminder of your abusive ex since im his kid too

And you ****ijg HAAAATE when i tell you it doesnt feel like you care you get so angry at me and instead of trying to understand how i feel and you just say i am wrong for feeling that way ok whatever oh why dont i ever come out of my room anymore ? Because the onky thing you have to say to me is "do your chore" not asking me about how my day is not asking how im feeling my emotions dont matter to you if im having an episode youll blame it on the medication and then make fun of me for it later because haha she was so psychotic haha yeah really funny i really like being violent and angry and its hilarious when i lose control because you push me to my limit god im so stupud for thinking id have a better life if i stayed away from my dad its still terrible i still feel like shit and im still constantly treated like i am.worth nothing and that i do nothing for anyone

Im really trying im trying so ****ing hard to the point im in physical mental anf emotional pain i just want my parents to be proud of me for once in my life i want to be treated with respect i dont wsnt to hear your voice at the bottom of the stairs complaining about how much of a hassle i am to my step father i dont want to hear you and him having sex at 9 in the morning with the door open i dont want to hear what you did in bed last night i dont want to know your childhood trauma so you can compare my childhood to yours i dont know what im doing wrong to make my parents think of me like some sort of funny toy that they cam make fun of and say whatever they want to it and make it do whatever they want i am really trying if i wasnt trying i wouldnt be here anymore but even that seems come easy to you so naturally i just hsve to get over it get over my emotions and shut my mouth

Im too tired to write anymore

I love how everyone just continues to be friends with and talk to the people who sexually harassed me and bullied me on here like ok totally didnt almost kill myself over that multiple times lmaoooo

Im too tired to reply but i see your comments so thank you im going to sleep

You are all very kind