It no longer matters anymore, I actually might do it, in all honest, I feel like this is too much shit going for me to even care about this website anymore, send all the suicide phone numbers you want, doesn't stop me from killing myself. You guys clearly don't care if I die anymore because no one comments "Oh, don't die and such." I don't ****ing care anymore, please just go and let me die. I might come back, not likely.