I want to feel happy again. 2020 is the worst year I've ever had so far. The First Thing I know is that COPPA would be heading in that wasn't a big deal, but then WWIII existed but never happened so THAT wasn't a big deal either, and my birthday was good but I felt guilty that entire day, and then COVID-19 existed and I was scared. But there was things that hit me hard. -One of the discord group chats I've had was deleted. -I feel like none of my friends have time for me anymore. -I had to switch wifi connections, the new one I have sucks. -There's discord drama between my friends everyday and I can't fix it. no matter how hard I try. -I'm depressed almost every day. I can't deal with 2020 anymore. I want to die.